So I did the fit test yesterday and I thought I mightg die. I finished so that was a big step. It's motivating seeing the minutes count down - you know how much you have left before you can collapse. I hadn't sweated (sp?) like that in forever. Since wrestling pracitce. The smell of the wrestling room came back, the sweat rolling of my face was back. I knew sweating like this, if I could keep it up, I had a real chance at shedding some pounds.
Yesterday at dinner, Sol and I decided I wouldn't drink until I go to Miami next Thursday, no problem. Today on my own I did day two, it was so hard I couldn't do it as fast and i couldnt even do everything the video was, but I finished, I have to find it within myself to push on becuase no one else is going to be there. Ultimatly its my job and whats inside me will work. I will see results. It won't be easy but I need to think of what I look like, I need to think of what I want to look like. i need to think of the consequences. I need to think of the disease I don't want, I need to think of what would happen if I got it. I need to keep on keepin on.
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